There is so much that is running on my thoughts right now. But I'm lacking the energy and courage to start writing for I fear the outbreak of emotions that I have been containing inside me. Till I find that strength.

I'm gonna be so strong for my two younger sisters and mama. I promise.

I pray for you to be more responsible.

If you could see that tears that drop from his eyes then probably you will understand how hard it is for all of us.

Just because I like to end it with 13

1) Projects are finally done which only means exams are nearing.
2) I have massive eye bags forming thanks to late nights.
3) I feel tired all the time which could probably due to the amount of pressure I'm facing or the lack of exercise.
4) My hair sucks big time because its flat and frumpy and oily.
5) My face has erupted in massive amount of pimples which screams squeeze me.
6) All I do is eat, eat and eat and cramp myself inside my tiny room.
7) I find myself lagging quite behind in studies despite my attempts to catch up on it.
8) This financial crises is killing me and I have never been so broke in my entire life before.
9) I skip classes whenever I can because going means spending on transportation fee and food.
10) I'm in debt and my small amount of workpay is late again for god knows how many times.
11) I've been cut away from all contacts for a while now because I couldnt keep my line due to lack of payments.
12) It sucks to be a student but what sucks more is to be broke.
13) And I just thank my lucky stars that I got no boyfriend to add on to my problems on this troubled list. :D