How do you..

How can you define the word L_ _ _ when a guy who promised not to leave his gf but when he gets tired with his girl, he dump her or he play her out.
How can you define true L _ _ _?
If you are telling me that it happens when you marry someone then how do you define it when a husband who vows to go through thick and thin, through worst and good times but when he gets tired with his wife, he cheats on her and walks out on his own family. He told me I am pessimistic and should be more optimistic and be more open. That's true I am pessimistic because I have seen it happen before. It's sad and it's scary. That's why I think the word is too widely used and too freely use. Others may have their own defination of the word but to me it's sacred, it's precious and it's too valuable. That's the reason why I refuse to use that word too freely on anyone because saying it would only lose the meaning and the beauty of the bond that is shared. And to add, I long lost faith in it...

My boss is scrambling to find a replacement. Yesterday was a whole day of interviewing potential candidates for my position. She told the attachment students that I am leaving and said that losing me is like losing one of her arms. I think that's sweet. Maybe I am just being sensitive but somehow I feel they are treating me better these days. My director even told me to come back during the school holidays to help out. I am feeling so much happier these days. Usually, I would be the one feeling like shit in the office. These days everyone except me is feeling the pressure. Maybe because I know I am leaving and maybe because they know that once I leave, they might have to cover my duties before the new person settle down. Oh well, for now, I need to find a part-time job on Sat and Sun so I can support myself. Anyone know of any vacancy?