When it's finally out...

"Considering the number of obstacles you had to overcome and how certain you were at some parts that you were going to fail..I'm proud of you. It's only the first sem and now that you've settled dowm and learned a trick or two. Make a comeback next sem. Next sem, it's us against ourself since it's an independent class. We can do better..."

And so, I've been waiting for this day..

It was like a big burden weighing over my shoulders for the last 4 weeks. Not a single day I stopped thinking about it and maybe that's the cause of my inability to sleep at night and the none stop wanting to work to occupy my mind...

So my results are finally out and just as I expected, if I didn't fail, I did pretty bad..
Never once in poly my results are this bad with two c's on the examination slip.
But I am thankful to god that I didn't fail any subjects..



Well, ppl say there's a first in everything. So this is my first in getting bad results but I will try not to make it everytime. If this semester I studied god damn hard, next semester will be extra god damn hard..

And next semester, I have chosen not to follow my classmates route and plan my own timetable suitable for myself. So, I'll be all alone with soon to be new classmates.. Hopefully, everything will turn out well... In the meantime ppl, I'm going to try enjoy the last of my school holidays...

This is just a start and not the end...I will fight till the end even if it means getting myself stabbed along the way...