Pressure

I'm currently tied down by the following commitments:

Technical Communication
- Experimental Report due on 17/03/08
- Abstract Writing due on 18/03/08
- Formal Presentation on 31/03/08

Data Structure
- Assignment 5 and Report due on 5/03/08
- Lab Test on 12/03/08
- Assignment 7 and Report due on 26/03/07
- Assignment 8 and Report due on 02/04/07
- Lab Test on 9/04/08

Mathematics II
- Test on 7/03/08

Digital Cct and System
- Tutorial 6 due on the 12/03/08
- Tutorial 9 due on 26/03/08
- Tutorial 11 due on 09/04/08
- Tutorial 13 due on 23/04/08
- Experiment 5 and Report due on 11/04/08

Microprocessor
- Quiz 3 on 14/03/08
- Quiz 4 on 24/03/08
- Quiz 5 on 11/04/08

I'm not kidding when I say I'm really tied down by school. Tell me how not to feel pressure with the amount of assignments I have on hand. I seriously think they are trying to kill all of us. Hah. Computer Engineering Students = 24 hrs of sch = no life = no weekends = no holidays. I'm trying my best to keep my mind and emotions calm because I know I can lose it anytime. I never would have thought, getting a degree was this tough and having to sacrific almost everything.

It's a battle, a battle that I'm left all by myself to figure it out. A battle to fight in the honour of my future, a battle to fight for my life. I will fight till the end and I will fight through everything till the last ounce of my breath and strength.

Missing in action...

Out of late, my different clique's of frens has been msging me, planning to go out.

I have been issued a warning that it's been way too long since I am ard. And I got nothing but agree to that. Sch's workload is a torture that I barely have time for myself to rest much less go out.

Even my weekends are burn doing assignments and studying. This is what happens when you are not smart, so you got to sacrific certain things like your social life to make up for your lack of intelligence and spend that time mugging.

Sch's crazy and I'm just going through it day by day. Everyone's chasing for that grade. And i feel that all that chasing and mind grilling of getting A's has somewhat killed the education system. Studying has now become rather rigid. It's no longer about understanding but rather get it into your brain and accept it cause if you don't you will fail.

Everyone in school is pressured and everywhere I walk, I see solemn, sad and worried people.
I always have to remind others that "It's not that we are totally stupid. If we are, we won't be able to come to this level. It's just that we are the average among the smartest."

Gosh, now I know how horrible I look like when I was in poly walking around with that horrible disgusting pressured face most of the time. And how hard it is for my frens to always try to keep my spirits up when I'm pressured..

Must be karma..