Missing in action...

Out of late, my different clique's of frens has been msging me, planning to go out.

I have been issued a warning that it's been way too long since I am ard. And I got nothing but agree to that. Sch's workload is a torture that I barely have time for myself to rest much less go out.

Even my weekends are burn doing assignments and studying. This is what happens when you are not smart, so you got to sacrific certain things like your social life to make up for your lack of intelligence and spend that time mugging.

Sch's crazy and I'm just going through it day by day. Everyone's chasing for that grade. And i feel that all that chasing and mind grilling of getting A's has somewhat killed the education system. Studying has now become rather rigid. It's no longer about understanding but rather get it into your brain and accept it cause if you don't you will fail.

Everyone in school is pressured and everywhere I walk, I see solemn, sad and worried people.
I always have to remind others that "It's not that we are totally stupid. If we are, we won't be able to come to this level. It's just that we are the average among the smartest."

Gosh, now I know how horrible I look like when I was in poly walking around with that horrible disgusting pressured face most of the time. And how hard it is for my frens to always try to keep my spirits up when I'm pressured..

Must be karma..