Random

I realized the best way to destress yourself(other than crying) is to write. I have been writing a lot lately although many of it remain as draft.

If my head explodes now, it will be filled with all the juicy information I have been trying to cramp for tmr's paper.

I thought this sem I could do better because I have been attentively spacing out my time and managing it pretty well that I managed to revise every subject every week. Well I thought not, because when last monday came, I went blank and whatever I wrote on that booklet was crap.

Tmr is the killer one. I know I will be panicking and trembling in fear when the paper comes. And there might be a possibility, I will be writing some crap for 2 hrs. There's a lot of concepts that I'm not sure and the probability of failing is high. I have no wish to fail but seriously there's nothing much I can do about it except try my damn best which somehow isn't enough. I'm feeling like crap and I hate feeling like crap.

I am worried that I might have to retake every subject this sem.