Bitter Sweet

I kept staring at the page and keep refreshing to see if my eyes was playing tricks on me. I was expecting a big red warning at the top of the page stating " You have received an Acadamic Warning" but no, there wasn't. Surprised, I scrolled down further to look at my grades.




Sweet. I never expected to get 2 A's especially for the CPE201. Neither do I expect to pass CPE106(Maths). I'm more than elated, estatic or over-whelmed to be exact. If then in poly, my exam transcript was filled with all the A's, B's and gpa of 3.7, now in Uni it's all the C's, D's with unexpected A's and gpa of 2.67. Although my results pales beyond comparison with my then wonderful results in poly, the sastisfaction I get now is sweeter. Probably because I knew that I worked my ass off just to pass. Probably because I knew I did it all by myself. Probably because my results improved slightly. And probably because I knew I enjoyed this semester more than last sem. And probably because with lower expectations, the sastifaction you get will be greater.

I guess being alone in classes wasn't that bad after all. In fact I gained a lot more. And I still haven't got over that fact that I got an A for CPE201 and a pass for Maths. Syukor.

Yes Tiger, we sure are getting a hang of this.