Dang it

I didnt think I would ever find myself saying this..

But honestly, I cant wait for school to end. 3 more semester(if I never fail any subject) and I am done with it. Seriously lar, school's no longer fun. It's becoming draggy and annoying. I on the other hand, seems to be losing all the motivation and interest I once had. It's competitive and uninteresting because everyone just seems to be chasing after that grade that it comes to a point where it's not about learning at your own pace but rather to be in that race with everyone else. I totally hate the system and the way they run it. It's definately not for someone like me and has definitely made me more easily tempremental and irritable.

But then after school, then there's the working environment which I even hate more. So honestly, as much as I can't wait for school to end, I dont want it to end either because I dont want to be stuck in the working world. I'm such a fickle and undecisive person, yes I know, don't remind me.

Dang it, I hate feeling like this. Not knowing where to go and where's your purpose. But I know everyone goes through this. While some never got to find their purpose, some lucky ones find theirs. Alright, I'm just rambling some rubbish. I need to go study on those stupid filters and sampling frequency and timer thingy. Yucks.

On the other hand, she left us for good a week ago. Strangely it felt like a small part of me left with her. But I know she would be happier there. I love you babygirl. Till we meet =)