Fyp has been fine so far. So far, my work scope has been managable and based on all the comments my prof has given me, he seems nice. "Sleeping 8 hours a day will give you the energy to work afresh the nextday. We are fighting a war (marathon), not battles, it is important to keep yourself fresh!". He sent that to everyone who was under his supervision but I havent met him in person though so I can't really say much. Fyp aside, this accounting subject I'm taking is killing me. I dont know what is happening and gut feeling is suggesting that I might flunk it. Too many rules and concepts that I have to squeeze into my small brain is just making me insane. Wednesday is the major paper and honestly I just cant wait for it to end.

Speaking of exams, I was studying the other day when big bro came and talk to me. He was saying how lucky I was because compared to many other parents, my parents have no expectation of me and the only expectation I have is the one I put myself to. He told me how unhealthy it is to just be stuck in my room and not do anything else but study. And he added that failing is nothing and I shouldnt be afraid of it.

About the parents part, I agree. But I am not afraid of failing. I'm just afraid that I am wasting money and my precious time which is the reason why I push myself even when I know my brain can't handle them. Honestly, I long stop caring about my grades but that doesnt mean I would just give up. Even if it means I know I will fail, I wouldn't stop at giving my best shot.

oh well, this weather is freaking hot and has definitely affects my studying.