she said it was so painful she almost wanted to give up. and then she said that before they could cut up her vagina to prevent tearing, the baby started to come out already, so her vagina tore. then they quickly cut it.

i can only imagine how painful it is. to carry a life for 9 months dealing with all sort of emotions and body changes. then come the life and death situation moment to get the baby out dealing with all kinds of pain from your vagina to every single part and nerves of your body. and not to mention after birth moments where you have to be in confinement for 40 days dealing with bathing once a day, eating all sort of medicines and not sleeping with a fan. there are definitely more to that but all this just make me realize how the guys always have it easier. shall just leave that topic for another day because i know i wont stop if i start on it.

3.3 kg i think. that's the weight of her baby. i have yet to see him but judging from photos he looks adorably cute and big. daddy says he looks like her but i dont know because i havent see him yet.

i'll come meet you little one when my time permits. for now, you will just have to wait patiently until september before another little friend come join you.

that would be big brother's one. and when that happens, i'm going to hear an almost similar experience from sis-in-law and scare myself about child-birth.