It's a little like restless..
From all that kicking and tossing and no matter what you do, you cant seem to find a spot to fall asleep..

It's a little like frustration..
The kind where you feel like screaming your heart out but when you open your mouth, your voice seems to disappear..

It's a little like self doubt..
When you feel everything will work just fine but when it hits you, it hits you real hard causing difficulty in breathing which leaves you thinking if you will ever make it through..

It's a little like dissappointment..
To see the life of promises, dreams and ideals you painted in your head so beautifully, crashed by the series of events in this hard cold world..

It's a little like losing..
Like keeping your faith and hope but you waver and wonder if it is always going to be this way.