I'm not saying I am perfect because it is so obvious I am not but at least I do know where my priorities are. I do know what has to come first and I do know which is of more importance to me.

I don't think I need to be compared to others because I believe I have my own strength. Neither do I think anyone with the exception of god and my parents has any right to judge me.

My personal life is not written on my facial expression neither is it shown through my body language. Does smiling often means that I am not stressed up? Does looking so relax means I do not have many things on my hands? Or does showing that I am happy means everything in my life is going on perfectly?

So here's the deal. I havent been out or met my friends(from different cliques) for two years or more. My days are burned either in school, work or at home mugging. My free time are passed rushing for projects which never seems to end. My last movie was in July and the only time I go out is when my parents ask me out for dinner/lunch or to get things for my nephew or when I need to get stuff for school. And my family and I have been through a rollercoster ride this past few months.

So I guess if that is relax, then I must say you are right.